So I got the idea that it would be interesting to see my progress through this process, so am going to take pictures often, in hopes that seeing the progress will be motivation to continue on the journey.
It has been a while since I posted, and have gained some weight, so I sit now the heaviest I have ever been (aside from pregnancy). It is not a fun place to be.
Today I attempted to walk on the treadmill, but between the distractions I cannot help (i.e. baby crying, kids drama, and basic house stuff) and those that I can (i.e. chosing to start a project when I am supposed to be walking) it has not happened yet. Some days it is just easier to rest on the laurels of my excuses than actually get a good workout.
So, in the spirit of logging my journey, today at 220 I feel tired, swollen, defeated, embarassed, and crabby. My end goal is 150. I have a long way to go, but lots of grand plans on how I will get there. Of course the longest journey begins with a single step.
Enough writing for the day, time to take that step.
I'm right there with you. I'm @ the weight I was when pregnant (that's been 2 1/2yrs ago). Can't seem to find the motivation I had when I 1st joined the gym. I guess since I can't find anyone to workout with, I'm just going to have to suck it up & push through the major boredom.
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